so while I fretted over an email I wanted to send to A. asking if he'd like to meet for breakfast sometime, Barbara emailed me to say that she did talk to him last night at Bingo but while she mentioned my name a few times, and he mentioned that we'd emailed or talked (she wasn't clear), she said they were too busy to talk much.
I worked out at Eric's gym again - A. was parked in Eric's usual spot.. Eric says that he sometimes sees a woman driving that car... that is strange - I'm pretty sure that's his car - a red-orange Mazda RX7 with a sticker that says TBI Shalom (that's the temple in Waltham).
He hasn't been online for awhile - or at least not under the screen name he usually uses...I suppose if he were really annoyed, he could have told Barbara to tell me to leave him alone!! LOL - I miss him now, but I suppose as usual, if I don't see him for awhile, I'll forget about him... we've been back ONLY 2 weeks tomorrow - it seems longer. so maybe he is just not ready and I'm pushing him. In a way, I feel bad... well... I did end up sending that email - I was going to wait until much later, but this is the way I always get... so... it's done. I told him this was his last chance. Just to meet for coffee - seeing as we are neighbors and unemployed and etc. Maybe he really didn't like me at all... then sayonara... I mean it's like jdate or blind dating - I'll run into him again and I'll be nice and that will be it... he will just be some old guy and I'll wonder what the heck I ever saw in him. Shrek.
I'm really bored. Lots I could be doing and I don't feel like it. I did laundry, that's about it.
Sox are on... I need to go out. No class until 5/31, which it turns out I can't attend anyway.
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