Feeling Crappy...I am in a dreary mood - is it the weather? the fact that I've found a job? The fact that I can't seem to stop eating? Yes, Yes, Yes.
It has nothing to do with Alan, for a change, anyway!!!
This morning I got up early and decided to see how the commute driving would be. I showered and dressed in my usual 20-30 minutes (having longer hair is harder though) and left at 8 AM. By 8:45 I was in Kendall Square. But traffic was really light - I'm sure during a typical week it will be heavier, but July 4th is Monday, after all. And, once I get there, I still have to park, and walk back to my office.
But I still cannot even consider taking the T - I guess I'm annoyed with myself, for
1) accepting a job someplace where I didn't really want to commute to, and
2) accepting a job that pays less than I was making at Keane.
I didn't want to interview, but it did seem like the right fit -- and while they told me it was very busy and fast-paced, at least the first weeks I'll be training, always more fun, and then vacation!!! But, the downside is that I will have to be there at 8 AM - so I guess the waking up early problem will be put to good use. I'll have to drive to the Malden garage at 7 and park, and take the T - I think that whole process will be an hour at least. But at least it's not winter.
Anyway, I think that and some sort of PMS possibly is to blame.. although nowadays i seem to stay perpetually in PMS -- nothing actually happens!!!
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